Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Friday, February 29, 2008
10:39 AM

finally all the exams are over...time for HOLIDAY ~
erm...i guess i shall not talk about the papers cos they jus suck to hell!

Wednesday's highlight:

after the paper, went for lunch then waited for hours before 'Juno' starts. in between, we(ly,kim,rod n me) went to Cafe Cartel bcos Rod have not had his lunch yet, as for the rest of us, we went there for dessert. but end up, it turn out to be a treat for 3 girls. Thanks Rod! [you are so handsome on that day] - quoted LY's usual phrase. whaha =) found 2 spokesman for Cafe Cartel, they are Kim n Rod. LY took mass shots of them, posing as spokesman.

after that went to take neoprints. ALL I CAN SAY, I WAS FORCE AND I WAS DEFEATED BY KIM.haix...so i got no choice but to take the shots.

as for the movie, moderate rating only. i din really enjoy watching it.
after movie, went back home. there comes my emo. i had a lonesome dinner at a coffee shop near my house. Alone sitting down there eating, the feeling was quite fun.

end of Wednesday Highlight

Yesterday:

went to AMK Hub wif my sister. Acc my sis to POSB cos she wanted to apply the Orange Debit Card, i wanted too but i'm using thumbprint so i cant, i need to change it to signature then can apply. headed to Fish & Co for lunch. ate seafood platter and hot fudge cake. next stop to The Face Shop to replenish our facial products. spent lots of money, can feel the big hole in my pocket.

Today:

SLACK SLACK SLACK ALL THE WAY!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, February 16, 2008
9:10 PM

Today jus went to watch Kung Fu Dunk with my sister. the show wasnt tat good, quite lame. but overall not bad. after that went to dine in at Sakae Sushi, i treat my sister bcos its her Birthday today. Went yishun's outlet and saw my Secondary sch fren, Jason. He gave me discount sia, i ate 10 color plates in total, end up he wrote 5 plates only. Thank you my fren.

Right now, beside me while i'm bloggin, is my brother. He is so irritating, kept disturbing me by asking when he can play online games. feel like smacking him.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

10:21 AM

Ytd is last day of semester. finally i can take a short break. actually i wasnt suppose to be going sch ytd but bcos of a stupid Major Project briefing, i had to. No choice bcos its compulsory!! the briefing starts at 1 end up it end at 1.30. stupid la, waste my time to go there. luckily we did plan to watch movie after that.

Went to watch Jumper. the male lead is so handsome. Overall the movie is not quite bad, but its jus that there are some mystery at the end. i shall not give any spoiler. haha...if i am a jumper, i will jump to SM Entertainment to see my husband and my lovely DongHae. haha..i'm tinking too much.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, February 15, 2008
1:10 AM

today is Valentine's Day is also a so call Relax day for me...cos at last, my projects are all cleared!!! yea!!! finally, cos past few months had been feeling very stress cos of projects. only till today i can relax...

after lesson, waited for rodney together with LY n Wendy. then we went to have dinner together, celebrate V day and also project free celebration.whaha...tis is what my frens said. then we started to talk about the past when we first met each other during the Orientation. Quite a cute memories to recall to. Overall, we talked about lots of things. i would elaborate so much, if nt u readers would be bored. wahaha

every years V day is like a lonely V day to me, cos i'm nt really celebrating it, and then i must walk the streets and see many couples on the street, holding hands...stick to one another even when they are walking...LOL i'm being lame, trying make tis post look lengthy.

if only i have the courage to do so, i wonder what would the outcome be?? will it be possible btwn us?? if only the dreams come true, i guess i wouldnt have daze so much when i'm alone. do u know, i really wish the dream would come true....因为我想被你爱。但我相信这是不可能的。

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, February 6, 2008
12:13 AM

i tot i can clear off 1 project, in the end i cant!!! tutor asked too much already la, we left such a little time to do, and he wan us to change this and that, then we waited for him so long, end up he din even access us!!! WTF!!! u tink we don have any other projects need to do meh?? u tink we so free ar!!! We are nt so pro like u, if we are then our positions shld have switched, and i wont be the one suffering.

nt inside the requirement, u say its a must!!! then its so beyond our reach, u still say, figure out urself!! tmd la, f off la!!!

asshole lee, u turn my world upside down!!!!

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Sunday, February 3, 2008
12:45 PM

omg...tmr is AMCAPP quiz 2 though the format is 20 mcq each holds 2mrk and 1 qsn on DTD writing worth 10mrks, but i'm still so worried just like the last time i did the quiz 1. hai

today i didnt went to work cos i got to rush ASP and study for tmr's quiz. poor thing, i cant even get a proper rest during weekend and not even to mention its near CNY. i doubt tis yr's CNY will be fun like last time during some hidden reasons. Sometime i know i'm a irritating freak who like to go around to share my ugly family background, but i cant help it. Bcos i'm so stressed wif lots of things, my kins aint giving me a break, they jus freak me out when i'm jus trying to enjoy myself. my ears aint listening to me, they jus wanted to be a nosy parker and listen all those ugly truth. Inner me is just so weak, it is very emotionally unstable, once it heard something bad, my whole mood will be in a mess!

who can save me?? i guess i will suffer even more once March come.

No one knows what i want, sad to say not even...........my mum......... =(

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, February 1, 2008
11:42 PM

how shld i start?? erm...i dont like to start anything, i prefer to be the 2nd instead of the 1st. cos first always got to do some intro and some other shit which is detest a lot!

currently, all my projects deadlines are coming up soon, feel so sian...got to rush here and there. yr 2.2, i realise i tend to stay in sch more often after my classes, all i do is stare at the computer for long hours and stick my butt to the chair. seriously NO LIFE!! in sch there are projects arising, at home i also have matters arising too. FEEL SO SICK SO SICK!! 1st month of 2008, i already get so tired of everything, i wonder what my next 11 months will be like...will it be even more worse?? or will it be a 360 degree change?? i have no idea. o.o

today thought of clearing my bfa report, but end up, i have so much of doubts and regret making that stupid decision. dont feel like touching on my ASP.Net project either, but i'm jus so unlucky that next tue i got to demo to teacher. afternoon brought my mum to Ang Mo Kio for pedicure service, and i have both pedi and medi for myself...haha =)


fmtn : JIA YOU, PXM and PYY, we can do it!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..