Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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I'm Xinmei,
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
5:15 PM

ok i MIA frm work again...whaha...

btw ytd was Good Friday. pathetic me, got to work straight after i recover, but nt fully recovered, tis time is cough!! damn la...like that i cant have a proper sleep at night. kao ytd damn lot of customer lo...all like hungry ghost sia...so early come out to find food...frm 9.15am non-stop till 2pm. tiring and i kept panting non-stop lo...cos i can feel something is stuck at my throat and i cant get it out!! aRGH!! kept walking here and there cos of those hungry ppl la...cant they see the queue is long and pls la...use ur common sense u also know u wont be serve SHORTLY!! HELLO U TINK WAT, U TINK WE PPL ARE SUPERMAN IZZIT??? THE FOOD DON NEED TO BE COOKED BEFORE SERVING MEH?? i guess ur brains are on ur buttocks!!

i jus wan my holiday to end soon...cos i don wan to work!! i wan to start on project!!! though i know there will be difficulties that i got to face, but i'm willing to take up this challenge.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, March 20, 2008
9:01 PM

Last 3 days jus went for the MS Boot Camp. Well, i really dono what the hell tis training is all about, cos they are using C# language and i'm learning VB language. then all the labs we learn, i also got no idea what the purpose is for cos mostly are jus copy and paste. on the last day of camp which is ytd, i was down with flu the moment i reach sch plus a sore throat which i had bcos of the Cafe Cartel dinner i had on Tue. ok i'm jus so weak!!

after the camp i went straight home to rest. Had my bathe and dinner, then took Clarinase and off to bed. i slept frm 7.30++ till the next morning. on and off, i kept waking up cos my body temperature was quite high, and i couldnt sleep properly. this morning wake up, whole body muscle is aching, feel like my head weigh tonnes. but thanks to Panadol, i'm alright after 3+ in the afternoon.

Oh ya, the boot camp lucky draw, i was the only girl among all the prize winners. somemore i got the grand prize. i was telling my fren that i wont be that 'lucky' to be called out to take the prize, end up i must admit i lost. haix...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 15, 2008
10:28 PM

today i din went to work cos i don feel like to...hack care those F***ing aunts...

jus nw heard frm Wendy that i wasnt in the Boot Camp.... damn fuck up de lo, i register end up din managed to get in...all bcos i din reply Barnabas's email that why he din help me reigster again...and i wasnt in the camp.... and that fucking selfish LimTC help his grp to register...mine only send 1 representative also cant get in..CB la...CB LIMTC!!! go drink ur teh C la...teach AMCAPP also dono hwo to debug, everytime ask David Yeo to help u do all these stuff...u call urself a tutor, u might as well fuck off!!!

damn feel like blogging anymore...the news jus ruin my mood!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 11, 2008
10:18 PM

Wow its been a long time since the last post i've ever updated. oops! Currently i'm working for my father, haix...sad to say i cant get out of that shit!! so this holiday will be work...work....work....and WORK!! sad seh!!

Today rain whole day, i must say its cool cos i don need to work like mad. thanks to the rain...met my cousin Jojo, finally she came if nt i and her meet up will be like Leap Years...whaha j/k! my dad drove me back home due to the heavy rain...then he tried to lecture me in the car, ask me to work for him through out the holidays, i was like -.-, then the next moment its my turn t lecture him!!! whaha...u wanna lecture me?? NO WAY!!

Last week went to watch 'The Leap Year" wif Liying. quite a nice show.Saturday went to IT Show with my sister. Guess what i bought a new mp3 again...i guess someone must be saying i damn rich!! i'm nt lo...jus feel sick of my current mp3. i must say i'm faithful to Creative, the new model i bought is Zen 16GB. then spent quite alot at 'TheFaceShop" again...all bcos of my sister, told her nt to go in, she insisted end up i got to 'donate' money to them!! ='( so nw i got to earn back my cash...but i must praise that outlet's manager for her clear explanation on the products...

thrusday results will be release...i'm so scared!!! tink of results i'm loss of words to say...=(

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 4, 2008
8:51 PM

today went out with Jiawen.
First stop : we headed to Coca Restaurant for lunch..damn shiok...the service is still as good as the last time. the food is still the same...haha...total cost :38.85 cheap rite??haha

Second stop : Shopping spree...erm only for me la...i bought a shirt from Zara, a bag from Rip Curl and a shoe at Far East. then continue to walk around town after that walked to Plaza Singapura for a little bite at Glarie.[ hope i din spell wrongly ]

Last stop : Back to Yishun then home sweet home. i quickly smuggle in all my 'loots' cos i cant let my mum know what i bought esp how much i spent in total, if nt i'll be in dead meat! A great success in smuggling cos she aint at home when i reached home. whaha...lucky me.

ps: i wan to watch 10,000 BC!!!! thurs: The Leap Year!!! yea ^^

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 1, 2008
5:50 PM

ytd jus heard some news frm my mum. she told me that there is a lack of manpower at my grandma's shop. i was like u don expect me to go there and help out lo, i wont. the next sentence i heard frm her was: "since u're having ur holidays now, why nt go and help out." i kept quiet cos i don wanna argue or say anymore cos i know she will end up saying all the same old things.

i jus wonder why they cant help us think a little...'Hello, my holidays jus started and its nt even the first week is over yet and u are asking me to start working in a fucking environment. dont i deserve some holidays to enjoy?? yeah yeah yeah, u can jolly well say when i'm enjoying i'm wasting money at the same time. But then the money belong to me, i have the rights to spend it, as if i keep the money wif me, the money will grow more and more!! if thats the case then what are banks for??
i cant possibly stuck at that kind of work forever, years later i may need to go out and look for a job, understand?? so dont always tink that we're able to help u forever!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..