Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Thursday, July 30, 2009
8:59 PM

Last Wednesday went to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince with Liying. After that headed down to Bugis. then dine in @ Swenson. i just realised i always go to Swenson and eat...haha like a regular customer sia...

Last Friday went to NTU to have my medical checkup. Its not that i want to go NTU and do it, but I've got no choice, cos even if i did my check-up at other places, i still have to travel down to NTU and submit my medical report. Once i reach there, I thought i could make use of the map they mailed to me. But sad to say i don have any sense of direction, so i jus ask around for directions. i cant believe the level i step once i got out of the bus was Level B4!!! wat shit sia...and the place i'm going is @ Level B2.

Many things happened last weekend. I really hate to know bout this for 3 times in my whole lifetime. 16 yrs ago, 3 yrs ago and right now. the bad history is haunting me non-stop, it jus never disappear. Sometimes i asked myself why mus i always find out all these bad things, right now i'm thinking mayb i brought these all to myself. ya mayb i asked for it. my hidden scar will never diminished, it will always got dug out and ripped apart leaving the blooding flowing endlessly. how i wish i can die right now...

Can i end my life right now??

expressing the emptiness inside me..