Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Saturday, August 8, 2009
5:20 PM

I envy people who can express their feelings freely, be it face to face or in the net. I like reading posts on how they spend their time with their love ones, how they express their sad or happy feelings. And I will become a fool smiling by myself and envy them secretly.

I know people will be saying I can do the same too. Yes I wish I can but my protective thinking is always stopping me from doing all these things. I know I'm thinking too much but I cant stop thinking.

But right now, I decided to release out part of them.





I dont know why the feeling is on and off.
When its on, I couldnt stop missing the days we spent together.
The smile, the laughter and everything.
Every lil things You do, affects me alot.
I hate it when You do not know how I Feel whenever You are with me.
I hate myself, hate my everything...
I'm tired of everything..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

4:29 PM

these few days i have been heading to NTU for English test, for Welcome Ceremony and for purchasing lecture notes. its very tiring to keep travelling to Boon Lay when i'm staying in Yishun. i began to get sick and tired of NTU when i have not even started studying. Weird right? the first time i have this kind of feeling towards my second home.

The coming week marks the first week of my Uni Life. No more slacking but sweating and stressing all the way through.. Just hoping that I pass my English Test so that i can have one less module to struggle. why do i continued with Engineering course when i have no interest at all is that I study for the sake of studying, for the sake of my mother, for the sake of my future and for the sake that I cant study what i want initially. So this is my chosen path no other way out. just hope that i can struggle my way out smoothly.

expressing the emptiness inside me..